Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Fluffy is right here...


After months of searching, I have finally found my center for writing once again. I may not make the best reads but I assure you that I could care less. This is my special haven..a place where I get to pour out every inch of me without a care for your negative remarks.

For so long I have questioned myself of my purpose in life. I have questioned God for the many unbearable trials he had shot at me. I am but a fragile glass easily broken when struck with full force. Then, in the last few months of my year 2011, answers came in the form of more challenging obstacles. The kind where you have to choose between A or B. I've always thought of my self as the person who makes bad judgement (Speaking from experience) but then this time I think I made progress. I saw my light. I now know where fluffy is. I have been deeply stained by the pain and suffering I've gone through the past but because I learned to let go, I found my inner self.

For what it's worth, I am thankful to have been able to shed tears before the year ended. It may not have been the most heartwarming moment but it was worth every teardrop. I am now ready to face whatever heartaches and joys my 2012 brings.

Like I've always said, you can't reach the top of a mountain if you don't climb. See..I'm climbing mine - fluffy style! >;)