Reality Check!

You're my favorite secret.

You're my favorite lie.

I feel all nuts and jumpy,

When I see you on site.

I have no idea what I see in you,

You're not even my type.

I'm pretty and crazy,

And your so damn uptight.

I laugh at your corny jokes.

I cry when you make me talk.

I see things the way you see them.

It scares me,

But it doesn't matter at all.

What's this spell I'm under?

Can you please take it away?

My heads in a wonder,

Me thinks I can fly away.

The sad thing about the dream I'm in,

You'll never know I care.

'Cause through all the good you show to me,

To you I'm just a friend.

Dirty Laundry

Yesterday was almost perfect except for the fact that seeing two people who weren't suppose to be seen together had to show up in the picture. See my friend has a boyfriend who can't seem to stay away from a certain girl who makes his bedroom fantasies come true. Imagine how much of an airhead they are. They've been seen together by so many people yet no matter how many times my friend's (let's name her Jane) been told about his infidelity she still stays by his side. Jane loves the guy so much and we get that but as her friends we don't want to see her fall apart. She has always been the strong girl. She was my shoulder to cry on when I had no one to talk to. Seeing some cheap girl tear her apart is just sick. My friends and I had to do something about it. And by this I mean, to confront and terrorize the bitch (mind my language, it comes with the emotions).

Here's our plan of total destruction: We confront the bitch via the phone. This happens to work because she only comes to the city whenever she's called by her FUBU. You wouldn't want to know what that means..the thought of it makes me want to barf..Anyway..as her friends we can be a bitch. As a way to make the girl feel awful we've been posting mean stats on facebook. Even Jane's boyfriend sort of "liked" one of my status' just to show that he's unaffected. can you spell S.T.U.P.I.D? He then posts a status that needs a quick update on grammar and sentence construction. I didn't retaliate at all. I just couldn't stoop down to their level.

An old friend of mine personal messaged me on facebook. We talked about the situation. I was really touched when he told me that I did the right thing telling Jane about her boyfriend's escapades. He told me that I should stay away from it and that my part ends at telling her what I saw. My friends and I should be there as a support and let Jane make her own decisions. This is true. She needs to wake up and smell the pungent smell of her boyfriend. I can't stand it but I just have to sit still and be part of her support group..just that..

How can some guys be this awful? Jane was the strong girl. She was always one of the person's I'd run to when I'm feeling down and out.

I wish that someday girls would wake up from their fairytale love stories and stand up for themselves. I'm not trying to sound like a hypocrite..I'm just saying that you should leave some for yourself. Make decisions based on what's right. You are a strong woman. You are capable of anything. And like all women, Whatever happens you'll always have great friends beside you..Through thick and thin.

Wet and Lovin' It

Sneak Preview of my trip to Manila with friends =) This was taken on the 17th of September at Enchanted Kingdom's Rio Grande Ride =)

Your trip would never be complete unless you try this ride. Heads up though! Bring extra clothes. You're sure to get wet and that's all part of the fun. *winks*

Awesome Day! Awesome Ride!

Talk About That Block...

I have been quite detached from my realm of writing and self expression. I may have gone through what we call a writers block. Even on paper I had less to say. As always I had to empty my thoughts and go through a cleansing ritual only I seem to enjoy and know. *winks*

Weeks of non-stop reading and a long vacation away from all the hustle and bustle of my not-so-fun life had to do the trick. I bought 6 books to devour. This may not be a new thing but still I'm not one to spend a huge amount but this time around I wasn't thinking straight. I had to splurge.

To search for inspiration I went on a 7day-long trip to Manila where I learned what it was like to live in a dorm, ride the public transportation. Yes! I tried commuting in the not-so-safe streets of Manila. And I'm talking about Recto my dear readers. I survived one of  Manila's danger zones. and Yes I had a blast!

After the trip I had to get back to work, but my recharging days wasn't over. I chose to call in sick one night. My reason..I had to cross the Iloilo River bound for Bacolod. I had to go with my mom and sister and rejuvenate thy self. The Spa Natura in Bacolod was the best experience I had. Think of a face and body scrub with a hint of Shiatsu - Perfect! =)

Going through all this made me want to write about my adventure. The next few blogs would be about my great escapes.

Inhale Peace! Exhale Hate!

For some reason I’d like to say this out loud. I hate your negative shit! I have always been the nice girl. The understanding, sweet-talking, tree-hugging girl but you have gone too far! I tell you..you do not want to cross me. I will be your worst nightmare. I’ve been through hell so many times and I’m up to my brim already with all my being too nice and considerate. I don’t whine whenever you do shitty stuff to us. I don’t throw tantrums whenever you make nasty remarks. I would even say sorry to you even though you did me wrong. It’s about time I tell you that not everyday will someone try and understand you. We are only human and we have our limits. You’re kinda late already, GROW UP!

The 100php dress! =)

After watching Letter's to Juliet (Aug. 10, 2010) my good friend and I went on a bargain hunt. We haven't done this in a while but it was so much fun. See, I'm a big fan of thrift fashion. I consider my fab finds as treasures. You never know what you find in a thrift store. I tell you, I can afford all the labels but nothing beats what you find in "ukay-ukay". Here's a dress I found for 100php. Can you believe it? This dress costs almost a thousand pesos in the internet, that's exclusive of shipping fees.

Dress (anonymous), Bag (vintage - mom's closet), Shoes (mags store), Jewelry (dumask.multiply.com)

 Like I said before. You can never judge a store. It's just a matter of digging up. Dab a handful of patience..tada! You get a masterpiece. ;)

Miss Snuffles hates rainy days

For the past days I've been having headaches and yes runny-nose. Boo! The weather and I don't mesh well. I thought I loved the rain - with it's cozy effect and cool vibes. I'm beginning to think twice about it.. I'm sick as hell. Missing out on my daily routine and supposed errands is not something I enjoy. Damn you BAD WEATHER!
I hate to admit it but I miss the sun. I need the sun. I could care less if it burns my skin..fry me until I finally do turn chocolate-brown (that would be a first..ha-ha) Heck! I miss being able to move around without the worry of rain coming down on me.
Rain! Rain! Go away! I don't need you right now!

Purrr your Heart out...

I am no one important. I'm sure no one would even read my posts but I could care less. I am here to pour my heart out and express myself with out a care in the world if you read this or not. I've always enjoyed writing and the idea of freedom. It is something no one can take away from me. My blog is a FREEDOM WALL! ;-}